| "You have to understand,
young one. It isn't the nature of
it that we rail against, but the
very fact that it is.".
I listened in rapt attention. The
man standing before me was clothed
in garments of purest black. His
smile was warm and his eyes strangely
bright and wide. I had waited long
for this, for the chance to speak
with this man. He was dangerous
and wonderful at the same time,
and I had possessed great fears
of this moment. I was welcomed warmly
however, and he was showing me nothing
but understanding..
"You are thinking?" he
asked, smiling..
"Yes, good master." I
replied. "I was thinking on
how worried I was for this meeting.
You see, in town you...well you
are known as a murderer, a man who
knows only the wild spilling of
blood.".
He looked at me, an expression
of shock on his face..
"Wild spilling of blood! Murderer?
Why child, I am shocked to hear
these things." He sighed, shaking
his head and looking down..
"My people have long since
been looked down upon in the towns
and cities of this land. What I
try to show you now is that it is
unfounded! We do not murder wildly
and kill wantonly. We do not hate
life! We are not dark masters of
evil...we simply think a bit differently
then you do.".
I watched him in amazement. Here
all my trepidations fell to the
wayside. He looked so gentle, so
genuinely hurt by what I had said,
that I began to feel sorry for him.
How was it that a people could be
so misinterpreted?.
"Well..." I proffered,
desperate to help. "Perhaps...perhaps
if you explained a bit more...made
your motives more clear. I mean...people
are scared of you because they do
not see you, and you work in such
secrecy. I've tried to find you,
or one like you, for five straight
cycles now, and I don't even know
anything about you, really.".
He picked his head up then, his
shaggy hair falling away from his
face, and the pale skin reflecting
the waning sunlight as some fleshy
mirror. He opened his mouth, wide
eyes resolute..
"Then I shall tell you.".
"The energy, the very stuff
that makes up the souls and hearts
of you, your friends and neighbors,
even those you hate, that is where
the problem lies. Long ago, the
child goddess took that energy from
the land of the gods...that energy
which was not hers to take."
"You see, it is not a matter
of the fact that it was taken...there
is no real meaning to 'theft' among
the gods. However, the fire that
the child took from her elders had
other purposes it was meant for.
How would you feel if you'd a hundred
perfect apples...all carefully picked
and ready for pressing. Of those
one hundred apples you were planning
to make the most fulfilling, sweetest
cider the world had ever tasted,
a cider fit for the regent, cider
fit for the first ones.".
"Now, imagine three of those
apples were taken. Three is not
many, but those three were good
for at least one full cup of the
hallowed cider, the cider which
knows no better. If those three
apples were then used by the apple
thief to make her own keg of watered
down, worm ridden cider, how would
you feel?".
I blinked, my reverie broken by
the question..
"Well," I stammered.
"I suppose I'd feel pretty
annoyed, I mean, if I could make
such a cider and all.".
"Exactly!" He slapped
his leg..
"Yes," I said, more strongly
now. "Now that I think about
it, I'd be quite angry. Who would
want to drink the base cider when
a mug of mine would be of such a
fine quality. Fit for the regent
you said. My yes, that would be
a fine cider, and one not to be
wasted!".
"Yes!" he said. "You
see now? In just this way the child
goddess has taken the fine fire
of the gods and thinned it out,
spread it into a base, unimpressive
group of individuals who can never
hope to be anything but a shadow
of the true god that flame might
have given life to.".
It was amazing! All this time I'd
thought such horrible things of
these people...but this man was
making such perfect sense..
"I've a question, good master."
I said..
"Ah. I do appreciate an inquisitive
mind, ask away.".
"Well." I thought. "You
follow the god Luren, I understand?".
"Yes," he nodded. "I
do.".
"Well, where does he fit in,
if I may put forth the question.".
The man grinned widely, his white
teeth glimmering in the waning sunlight..
"Luren is the one who has
come to reclaim the fire. In the
end, it will all be delivered into
his arms, and he shall make a shining
voyage back to the land of the gods.
It is he who is the returner, the
one whom we owe our tribute to,
and whom we do our most hallowed
work for.".
"Your most hallowed work?"
This is what I had come to find
out..
"Yes, young one. We must return
the life flame to Luren.".
"But how? How do you do this?".
He sighed, looking a bit weary..
"By killing, my young man.
By taking the flame back to Luren,
and out of those who possess it.".
A shiver passed through my body.
I had long awaited true talk of
the work of a Lurenite. And now,
finally, I was hearing of it..
"I've heard Luren gives you
great power to do this...".
"Ah," he said, grinning.
"Not great power, no I wouldn't
say that. But he does help us where
he can.".
"How...what does he give you?".
The man watched me now, a curious
expression on his face..
"Well, young one. If you must
know, he gives us the power of his
dim brilliance, his dark light.
The fire of Aiia is only a young
god's attempt to understand the
true power of the gods. Luren is
older than Aiia by quite a few ages.
He has had the time to come to terms
with his self, and with his own
power. The dark blaze of Luren,
the sable flame, this is the power
from which we are given strength.
He helps us do what we must to reclaim
the stolen power of the gods.".
"You seem to bear quite an
interest in this," the man
said, watching me closely..
"Yes! I mean, I do sir."
I stammered. "I have great
interest, after hearing all you
have said, it makes sense! I know
now what you are about, and your
reasons for doing what you do, and
they are noble reasons. Sir...".
"Yes, little son?" The
man watched me, his eyes seeming
to glow from within in the fading
twilight..
"I wish to join you, good
master. I wish to follow the path
Luren has set, to put forth his
ways and reclaim the energy that
does not belong in this land.".
At this the old man smiled. My
pulse was pounding, my mind racing.
I had done it! I had finally found
a follower of Luren and joined the
mysterious sect I had heard so many
stories about. It was all that I'd
hoped for, and finally it was coming
to pass..
"May we go to your home now,
good master? I have still much to
learn.".
The old man nodded..
"Yes young son, we may go
to my home. I am sure Luren will
greatly appreciate your dedication.".
I started to walk then. I was so
proud!.
"Oh sir, I am overjoyed! When
will I be able to wear clothes like
yours? I wish to be clad in garment
fitting a soldier of the great lord
Luren!".
He chuckled then, his voice warm
and kind from behind me, the light
having faded completely now, though
an eery purple brilliance seemed
to light the trees around us..
"I think you've become a bit
hasty in your thought, young son.
You will help Luren's cause greatly,
I know this. But you will wear no
robes.".
I furrowed my brow at this, walking,
a bit of disappointment in my voice..
"Oh? I had hoped to wear the
fine clothes you had...I suppose
only high priests gain such finery,
eh? That is alright.".
"It is true, son. Only high
priests wear such finery. But you
misunderstand.".
"I do?".
"Yes. You see, my little son,
I already have all the soldiers
I need.".
I thought that was an odd thing
for him to say. As I began to turn
to ask him on it a searing pain
rent the back of my neck and I felt
my warm lifeblood spurt into the
night. I cried out, but there was
no sound as the air spilled up the
back of my hair, useless from my
torn neck. I flopped to the ground,
a wet and broken thing. As my vision
faded, I could see the face of the
man, grinning in a deep purple light...a
light which spilled from his eyes
and from his mouth. The expression
was kind...overly kind, and I felt
a sort of comfort in the way he
bent considerately to me, the pleasant
smile on his face, and the attentive,
wide wide eyes. .
I then knew nothing more..
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